It was a good week so far, except for the fact that I havent been spending time with 04loves! Ebenzer and Cheezywai were saying they havent seen me for very long alrdy. I miss yengs bby! & It's really weird, the last time I had my lunch in school was last friday!

Had a nice weekends again with another group of favourite people. Met the E2 happy faces on sunday to have dinner together before our calvin shaves his hair. NS is snatching my bestfriends away. Glad that Jia came too! ^^

Then on monday, after lecture, headed to town with PFP girls for lunch. I wasted money on the icecream buffet because I was scolding myself inside after taking every bite. *Think of the fats Px* HAH Pathetic life right? But I really like the girls! & some of the other girls. They will talk to me when i see them at the busstops. Hah. I realised I dont feel like changing class anymore, after seeing the other classes -.-

Tues was nice vegetarian dinner with the two uncles! I love car rides! & Had chicken rice for lunch on wednesday near my favourite place. :)

Notice, I have been talking about fooood.

I find this sweeet. :)

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Tomorrow, I die die wna see my 04loves! Full attendance lunch please!
I need to start studying soon. I really want to do well for this sem. I HAVE to. It doesnt feel good to be the last.

I trusted and loved her so much. Defended her and praised her. Told the rest so much abt her. But it seems like its just one-sided. :(

Hello loves,

I am finally breathing well after so long! Last week was hell, 1 presentation, 1 test and 2 submissions. Finally submitted PFP monster! But there's never ending stuffs for commskills? Summative test, job interview role play. I think im gna screw them all, esp the interview role play. Argh.

Anyway, I had an awesome weekend with the greatest people in my life. <3

Overdued pictures, click the link!

(Why don't we hit restart, and pause it at our favourite parts?)

Happy birthday dearest Cally!

苯小孩video, club july, flower sisters clubbing night, secret clubbing @ rebel on a school day(wed, oops), stayovers, chalets, masks, sing k tgr and many more. Things are just wonderful with you all! :)

Hao ai ni men o! Jaw Jie(s) <3

Commskills presentation today. Finally one item down.
Next, PFP proj submission and Commskill RJ submission on Fri.
Lastly, international finance test on sat!

Jiayou px, time's running out.

It's time to stop taking things for granted. I wish I didn't have to learn things the hard way.

HELLLLLLO IM GOING MAD TRYING TO DO MY PFP PROJECT. I ACTUALLY THOUGHT FINANCIAL RATIOS ARE EASY BUT IT TURNED OUT TO BE SO HARD AND CONFUSING! I AM GOING TO DRAG MY ENTIRE GROUP DOWN DOWN DOWN DOWN DOWN. :(

I need t rant, but no time and energy t create a private space for myself and those who really understand me. z

Yesterday was weird but nice! You guys know why. :) Nice Jco donuts love and vegetarian dinner ytd! Pokemon and pokeballs were the only weird things yesterday. -.- Hah. I dont know why so many people dislike me when its totally no link? and i have nothing against them.

I think I'm suffering from bipolar disorder...... Those red ones are my symptoms?

Extracted from Wikipedia:

Signs and symptoms of the depressive phase of bipolar disorder include persistent feelings of sadness, anxiety, guilt, anger, isolation, or hopelessness; disturbances in sleep and appetite; fatigue and loss of interest in usually enjoyable activities; problems concentrating; loneliness, self-loathing, apathy or indifference; depersonalization; loss of interest in sexual activity; shyness or social anxiety; irritability, chronic pain (with or without a known cause); lack of motivation; and morbid suicidal ideation. In severe cases, the individual may become psychotic, a condition also known as severe bipolar depression with psychotic features.

Things are getting more and more complicated..

I dont like what Im doing now. I dont like what Im doing now. I dont like what Im doing now. I dont like what Im doing now. I dont like what Im doing now. I dont like what Im doing now. I dont like what Im doing now. I dont like what Im doing now!!!!!!!!!

"There's a difference between giving up and letting go. Giving up is sacrificing what was rightfully yours, and letting go is forgetting what never was."

(via runawaytrain)

I can't differentiate this two. Which one exactly?